Wanting to Cry
I am feeling so frustrated with my health at the moment. I’m still functioning very well, but drudging through the nausea for the last week and a half has really been weighing on me. I am exhausted. My body is worn down and I could cry. I finally had a great nights sleep last night. I am grateful. I really needed it. … but I don’t want to be dealing with this right now! Somehow, I have managed to drudge along this week. But to keep going, it has definitely worn me down. Though I don’t have the flu or some disease, dealing with reflux is like being sick when it gets as bad as it has for me. I’ll be fine. I’m just pissed off.
… but I’ll be fine. I woke up this morning without nausea and that is always a good start. After eating a little, I found myself with a little bit of reflux, but a little bit is not so bad. I can get through this now. I’m eating very carefully and taking this a day at a time … as I have been. I never thought I would have this much patience. As a child, I was not a girl with patience. I suppose when I have no choice but to be patient, I do my part.
