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The Apology

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Thank the Lord! I got the apology I had no idea I was going to get.
In the morning, I arrived at the theatre and walked past the stage manager with my head down. It is hard to be “chipper” around someone who really does not believe in you. So, I tried to duck past him. It is not like me to act in such a manner … but how else does one handle such an awful situation/feeling?
He approached me and gave the most sincere and heartfelt apology. My tears came out immediately. The relief and all the pain I felt from being called a liar just fell from my eyes. We hugged and it was wonderful. I really did not expect anything from this person. It was so special - that moment. Maybe others would not be forgiving, but everyone makes a mistake. The mistakes can be hurtful. For me, an apology goes a long way. I don’t think it is easy to apologize about something like this. His opinion influences some other members in the cast. This is all very unfortunate, but at least I got the hug and comfort I needed in the first place from dealing with this virus. Pain in my butt.
I must mention, that although I received an apology, I gave the stage manager and the producer a copy of the doctors note that stated “Jenna has laryngitis.” Now, no one can call me a liar. I am just repeating what the doctor said. Ha!


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