Having an Eating Disorder
I don’t think I have ever really written about this - but I am not normal around food. This makes it harder when I am in casts at times because sometimes I just can’t go out to eat because I pretty much know it will lead to a huge binge. The other day, a wise person said, “Just don’t do it.” … it’s not that easy. It’s easy for someone without an eating disorder … but I have one. I binge. I binge REALLY BADLY. It is embarrassing to talk to people about it if they don’t understand. Simultaneously, I feel that people can see right through me. So, I am very open about my eating issues and what is going on in my mind. To further aid my mental issues with food, I write a blog - eatingdisordertalk.com.
What does this have to do with performing? Well, I am reading a great book called “Acting is a Job” and the author made a statement saying that most performers have an eating disorder.