Envy

Envy doesn’t get me anywhere. I am surrounded by so many talented people at this summerstock and I just want to watch everyone in awe. They are so talented that I have to ignore my mean, inner voice in order to not let my intimidation to get in my way. I am absolutely blown away by how everyone is absolutely fabulous. Each person understands her/his strengths and they know damn well on how to show it off. I just want to steal everything everyone is doing because I love it so much. How do I get past all this envy? Keep making a point to stick my own truth on the stage. At this point, that’s the best thing I feel I can do for myself. Don’t get me wrong, I am absolutely grateful to be surrounded by all this talent. It is a huge blessing and I learn so much every single day. One day, I will look back at this experience and want to cry. This is such an amazing summer. Really - a HUGE blessing for me. I may be envious of all these freakin talented people, but I wouldn’t change this for the world!